September 12, 2008

feeling blue....

feeling blue.......
feeling blue.......
feeeelling bluee...
my heart just cant be,cant be true.....
jaane kya chahe mann bawara.....
hmmmmm apt song fr my condition......
wat to say now..itz doeant require a rocket scientist to guess dat m uncertain and confused and in dilemma about wat to do from this juncture(specially in matter of heart)!!!!!!!!!
this jucnture is utterly digusting,bad and this is time for all time low confidence..........
well things n situations hv brought me to a condition when i dont really know wat to do!!!!! but i need to sort it out bcoz if i dont i m gng to be at loss as always!!!
i hv tried sorting the same problem N no. of times but still m always back at the same juncture ie frm whre i started!!!!!
y ?
same thing , the only thing n such is the xtent of repercussions!!!! ydoes it always bring extremely happiness, xcitement n then all time low n m left wid only ifz n butz?????
y cant i move on? itz been such a long time !!!!! y do these feelings never leave me??? y cant this
be done n gone???? y do i aways long, hope ,pray ????
y????
y does memories of one person haunt me and at same time bring a smile on my face!!!!?????
y does past not leave me???
or may be i m still clinging to it?? if things dont happen y cant i accept it?? y cant i accept the fact??
y y y is all which is left wid me.......
y do i still want it to turn to reality??
y cant i be the only one whoz responsible fr my happiness.......
oh i just wish.......
c again...

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